Friday, February 10, 2006
shattered.
my thoughts are so random now.
haiz. i cant help feeling sad. disappointed. i was so so so stunned and lost when i saw my results. haiz... ya lucky i had yanrong. thx =)
i prob cant stay in nj anymore.
sorry ppl... haha
guess i'll just have to accept it. whats done cant be undone.
sorry ppl if i've ignored u or did sth mean to u. it wasnt deliberate.
i shant complain.
life goes on... even though im lost for now. i'll find my way back.
thx everyone who have been there for me.
i cant help dropping tears of sadness.
we have figured out the sadness- the diff between 10 and 11.
ppl can be so insensitive at times.
im sorry if i've disappointed anyone in anyway. i've tried. sorry.
sometimes u just will never get back the amt of efforts u have put in.
im sounding illogical.
haiz... the pain in me wouldnt fade.
i've never felt so sad for a long time. nv cried so much.
don ask me not to feel sad cux im trying.
don ask me to appeal tru tt cux its no use.
why do i have to fall from heaven to hell.
i hate changes. shouldnt have been so confident of myself.
then i wouldnt be so devastated now.
i hope to stay. i seriously hope i can stay.
but reality is harsh.
maybe i'll go ac or jj =)
i'll decide soon. i have to. hahaha.
haiz... i'll find my way back.
don worry!
thank u everyone who have been there for me!!!
"reality is harsh. but acceptance is happiness" - yanrong
why am i feeling this way##