Sunday, March 26, 2006
hmmm i've finally decide to update. was really either too busy or lazy to update. haha, anyway ya lotsa things to update bout i guess. new class. new term. new ppl. haiz... i don know how and what i'm feeling now. i think i'm mentally drained. lol, felt even so after reading shihui's entry. haiz... i don't know what to say about my class, o6s19. i've been trying hard to convince myself that its my decision to stay. i tried so hard to stay and i should be happy now. but i don't know why i'm feeling the way i am feeling now. haiz... maybe i'm just disappointed. our class is like so split up la, but i think it cant be helped la. haha, since we're all taking diff combi, diff tutorial classes and the worst thing is that we dont even have a common classroom, cux our classroom is in the com lab and i dont think we can even go there to slack during free periods la. haha =X luckily i still have the pgme ppl and some other enthu ppl in the class with me. if not i think i will really be very sad and lonely lo. hahas. come to think of it, i dont know if i made the right choice in choosing this odd combi. if i had chose a common combi, maybe i'll be happier. i've enjoyed my life tremendously in rv because of my great pals and classes there. i love 1c/2c and 3c/4c la! and i really miss rv alot alot. haiz... (if only sighing can make me feel better)
come to think of it, i actually envy some other classes. haiz. i dont know how i should deal with this. maybe all i need is more time. i dislike the feeling of loneliness and sian-ness. oh man and i realise i do miss the first intakers alot... ah well... life goes on no matter what i do or say. no point looking back, i shall move on. (: yeas! i will.
hmmm, anyway it isnt really that bad in school la, haha, cux i kept malu-ing myself. oh man. that day during econs lecture seehao was asking me to play the tapping game. i firmly said no, but dont know why my hand auto go tap the person in front of me. lol so paiseh!!! then i don dare to say not i do one cux i think she saw my hand. =X then i was blushing la! and i kept apologizing and she still ask why my face so red. LOL! oh man. malu malu! seehao la! %#$*^& then when the econs lecturer ask for volunteers then shihui victor they all started shouting my name -.- oh man. then ppl around me started chanting also -.- why?! cux the lecturer says the volunteers will get a pepsi and coke! and they relate food to me. jialin=food. -.-' how nice. anyway i think puipui is a nice name afterall la! hehe.
ok la, so life isn't so bad afterall. (: at least i still have my pgme! hehe rock on pgme ppl! lols. hope time will bond our class together lo. yeps.
oh ya and thx huy for the class contact list.(: and qianzhi u rock man. hehe help me crop the photos of my class ppl. =D thx alot. ytd i was arranging the size of the photos and typing the names till 3am. but i'm so proud of myself for waking up at 10+ today morning. hehe at least never sleep till afternoon. (: oh yea and thx marcus for getting my cbox working with this layout. haha after many attempts. lol.
only with bitter will we be able to taste the sweet. =D
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