Tuesday, April 04, 2006
yea. we won ac today. =) hmmm, was really a relief? haha i don know la. somehow i feel that this year's competition was seriously nv like before. the me last time will never be so inconfident. -.-' hahas... shrugs... aiya come on jialin!!! =X lol!
my opponent today could have been juliza, but then they put ju as 2nd singles... oh well. haha but heng also la. (: cux i really felt like slping already during the match lo! i was super tired la. =/ and by the time i started to play my match i was already so cooled down! lol. hmm my forehand sucks la. every single ball i piak, all out -.-' so decided to play lagg lagg instead of smacking all the way. hahahas.
i'll never give up. although i know i will never be the best, i will never win them, i'll never ever give up. cux i love playing table tennis. lol maybe it will just remain as a hobby after next year. maybe i will like it even more if i play it for leisure instead of competitively. oh wells. shrugs... maybe?! hahaha. i can't give up and i will not give up =D
ya i think i am lagging behind in my school work. shall mug harder. soon! very very soon. i promise. haha or should i say start mugging instead of mug harder. ahhhs.. lol.
anyway jiayou for tmr's match against rj ba. chances of winning is like... hmmm. haiz. ya lo. cannot be pessimistic! (: hahaha jiayou jiayou! wooots!
sometimes i feel like i'm living aimlessly. haizz... without any aim nor purpose. cant believe 3 mths hav already gone past la. hahas i should stop slacking! stop stop stop. =D jiayou ba~
oh and happy birthday hongwei! lols.
turning away.
all i need is time. hope we can make it next year...