Wednesday, April 12, 2006
ya this post shall start randomly and will be very random!
oh no. i dont know how to describe how i felt at that moment when nj lost. the feeling wasn't good at all! being just a spectator, i could feel the pressure la, needless to say the players. haiz... the game started off well. with nj leading by 2 points. but it didnt end off well. haizzz. nvm la, move on guys! u all did well =D
on the way back. i dont know why, but my mind was filled with the word "if". if only... if only. haiz... is it true that we'll never be contented with what we have? haha i don like to look back and regret. but i cant help myself thinking of "if only". haiz.
on a lighter note, after i came back from cch, went for pa training, but was already er wuite late liao la. haha so it ended soon after i came? hahaha then i went control room to laggg... watch the rehearsal of the dances. woots so cool! haha stayed throughout the whole rehearsal and left at bout 8? haha then go currywok with pa ppl. hoho and i actually DIDNT eat ok! lol. watched them eat =D hahaha.
we'll train hard. i promise. i don wanna let myself down. don wanna sink.
its hard to persist on, but harder to give up.
sth gained yet sth lost. haizz...
tell me sth i can look forward to.