to be happy (:


080706

Saturday, July 08, 2006

orh cool. today is 080706! haha... =)
anyway haiz... im feeling so sian now. suddenly have this feeling of emptiness and loneliness. it always happen when i have nothing to do. or maybe i have too much things to do but don know where to begin... haiz. lols. half of my day today was spent slping? hmm i woke up at almost 2 cux ytd watched the vcd e mo zai shen bian till bout 5am. ok i think im mad. =/ haha.

whenever i start to watch, i will have the urge to finish all in one go. then i'll feel like shutting myself out from the rest of the world. -.-' then i will feel so anti-social. =X arghs. i hate this feeling. feeling of emptiness and loneliness of being so anti-social! haha, but don ask me to not watch vcd! i cant. lol. im hopeless... -.-

haizz... i think im not in the best of mood recently. maybe i expected myself to screw up this CT, but then i still feel sad and disappointed over my POOR results. :( im sad cux i did put in effort. haha yet im failing, terribly. alamaks. i think i put in effort in the wrong way... hahas oh well... -.-

oh no... i think i've so much stuff to do but im trying to ignore. -.-' arghs. maths va, pw, blahblahblah. haiz. so sian. :( im just ranting away... haha ignore me. bleaghs. maybe watching too much vcds isnt gd too.. bleaghs it brings me into a world of fairytales and i just don feel like nor do i want to return to reality. lols. but i guess i don have a choice... hmmm nvm im looking forward to watching ai qing mo fa shi! xD

i miss everyone now! =X im feeling weird today. lols...
anyway this is a very nice song!

感情線

我想我已開始有點一惑好像被他說中些什麽
難道已經沒有別的選擇 只能乖乖的束手就策
難過的是我們做了選擇是對是錯誰也沒把握
如果要我放手才能獲得 爲何在我心中有捨不得

看著你要走還裝著笑容掩飾的脆弱要撐多久
如果現在開口如何挽留 感情這條線注定只能這麽遠

不敢相信已經來到終點 想你愛他必定多一些
我們之間不可能再回到從前我還傻傻畫著幸福線

看著你走遠還繼續裝笑臉掩飾折磨我能撐多久
如果現在開口 [現在開口]怎麽挽留 [怎麽挽留]感情這條線注定無法延長一點
你已不在而我何時才清醒 相信一切都是命
不曾放棄你我不會說什麽 默默的承受像個男子漢

看著你要走[baby 看著你要走]還裝著笑容 [多麽多麽笑容]
掩飾的脆弱要撐多久 [還要撐多久]如果現在開口 [現在開口]
如何挽留 [如何挽留]感情這條線注定只能這麽遠

看著你要走 還裝著笑容 [We will carry on]
掩飾的脆弱要撐多久 [knowing there were words I’ve never said baby]
如果現在開口[現在開口]如何挽留 [如何挽留]感情這條線注定只能這麽遠 [Let the words remain unsaid]

:)


9:03 PM
to be happy (: