today just isnt my day.

i felt happy, a sense of satisfaction, sadness, helplessness, sad.

i cant help it. im still shaking now as im typing. i cant help it. my heart's thumping. haiz. omg.

i lost my BELOVED red crumpler bag. some idiot stole it. and i feel lie swearing now. haiz. my beloved bag. ahhhhhhhhh... sad sad sad. not only my bag's gone. all the things in it are gone. well gone FOREVER. i feel so sad. my mp3, MY NOTES, ALL THE HOMEWORK THAT I'VE DONE AND FELT SUCH A GREAT SENSE OF ACHIEVEMENT. haiz... now its all gone. my notebook which i wrote quite alot of physics and maths notes since j1. RARRR. !$%^@ its just the i feel like swearing day. i was super calm though, more calm then i realise. haiz. who the hell would want to steal a bag full of dumb notes, homework, pencil case and a lousy mp3 and a nokia handset. haiz..

then when i was going home, this motorcycle turned and followed me. super scary so i ran all the way home. omg super scary. i was really terrified then.

haiz.. what a lousy ending.

but at least i take comfort in that my contact lenses, camera, wallet and hp are not inside my bag.. tmr will be better. i want this lousy feeling to go away (:

i don wan scoldings. i don need pity. i just wanna feel normal again.
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