to be happy (:


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Saturday, March 03, 2007

hahaha im here to update finally.
happy cny! cux its not over. its the 14th day today.
oh man time really flies.
ah 2mths of 2007 is over. and thats really fast. anyway many things have happened this year and many more stuff are coming up...
common test, competitions.
arghhsss. haiz i don wanna be negative. but im really not confident.
and sometimes i really think i'm overly positive. hahaha and yet stimes i feel i'm too pessimistic. or probably its just that im jus too lazy to bother.
-___-' and too lazy to study.
zzz i lack confidence in this common test. -.-
ahhh whatever.
anyway today sat on the car my bro rented. he jus passed his driving test. mwahahaha and i thought it will be scary and life endangering to sit on the car but im WRONG. it was a safe and enjoyable journey! oh no. i think im very motivated to learn how to drive now too! and i think its so nice to be able to drive instead of having to wait for buses or cabs. hmmmms... i'm gonna work hard! earn money to buy car! :D shall depend on myself. :D hehe im so independent. ahh crapping again -.-
cant wait for As to be over. but common tests not even over -.- what am i thinking. haha i'm wondering if i will pass my As when i cant even pass common tests. oh no im being pessimistic now! -.- ok i shall change my mindset. hahaha

its 3rd of march now. so tmr's qz's bday.
happy birthday! :D mustnt be sad on your bday! hahaha

ah anyway i think i have no life at all this year. its either mugging, sch or cca -.- i haven got time to go shopping. prob only went out like less than 5times to town this year. -.- and haven caught any movies recently. neither have i been to kbox this year. oh no im becoming a super boring and mugger person now. -________- nono dont ostracise me! hahaha maybe soon i will have an imaginary friend too -.- lols

hmmm have been sick last week. down with fever and thus din go sch from wed to fri. means i had a week of hols for chi new year and i slept it away. =X lols! wanted to go sch on thurs cux i tot i had recovered but realised my temp was 39.7degrees. -.- the temp kept going up and down. super scary. ahhh that was a time when i missed sch, missed my friends cux it felt super terrible to lie on bed and have a spliting headache. really felt like dying then lo. but i've decided i have many friends cux many sms-ed to ask how i was doing. hahaha or to gek me cux i couldnt go sch to eat my favourite gu lu rou from the cai fan stall.. lol and that person is ho see hao! deep impression. read the sms when i was like half dead -.- hahas but at least they still rem me! lols. and bet they missed my liveliness in sch. hoho im making myself sound impt. -___- im jus bored now.

hmmm random thoughts:
i am happy now. :D
i wanna continue feeling happy.
and i like talking to ppl.
i think i'm a super heck care person -.-
i wanna learn to drive.
i don wanna fall sick. i don like falling sick!
and thanks ppl for remembering me and asking me to take care when i was sick. (:
ahhh. im tired!

i love myself. i think i'm super zi lian. hahahas but i like. :D
it feels good when you love yourself! and ppl around you.

oh mans. i feel like going overseas! arghhhs i miss the trip to tianjin last year. really love it man. bleaghs i wonder when i will have a chance to go overseas again. to somewhere other than spore and msia. =X hahas go msia also not bad la. better than nth! :D

2:27 AM
to be happy (: