Sunday, March 18, 2007
yups its the last day of the march holidays. its sunday. and i've been sleeping for like almost the past 16 hours. cux im really exhausted this week! with pa interviews, pa preparations for the camp, trainings and friendly match. woooo~ this hols has been one of the most hiong holidays i have ever had. imagined training on mon, tues, thurs and friendly on sat. pa on mon, tues, wed, thurs and camp on fri and sat -.- haha im totally exhausted but then again doesnt mean im not happy :D haha... im glad to have lunch with my teammates. i enjoy the time we spent together. i enjoy training times. i enjoy it when we work hard together to try and achieve sth. yups! and i will work even harder. i really wanna try my best to make us proud. even if we cant make it into top4, at least lets try our best so that we wont have any regrets. i don wanna history to repeat itself. i cant deny im really affected by my lousy performance last year, when i sorta pulled the team down. =X but im moving on. i don like to dwell on the past. so im gonna try my best this year! :D and i will! jiayou jiayou!
ok fri's friendly at chung cheng was rather enjoyable, then we went to eat at toa payoh. the ever familiar place to me. where i went everyday for a whole wee. oh mans i just miss that place THIS MUCH. all the happy memories then... anyway after that i went back to sch for PA camp. hahas hmmms i joined in the ball games. bball and caps ball. watched them playing soccer. lols. i love playing bball again. the feeling i used to have in sec2. it just came back. haha the fun... :D hmmms i love it! (: after that me xiuhui and xinming slacked ard and told one another tonnes of cold jokes. lol. and xm told me how fun it is to be camp instructor and im quite motivated to go be one! hahaha ok. after As... after the slack time was BBQ. didnt get to eat alot cux have to go prepare for the hunt liaos. lol. the duo mao mao. hahaha it was rather fun :D heehee my station was the one outside lib. me, becky, duying and xiuhui. hoho. we had fun there. super zi high there.. :) lols. hmmm then slp, trek, games, kap. wah im super lazy to elaborate. but i really think this camp is super super fun! :D realy very enjoyable and i think i like it sooo much, haha maybe cux i was super super high during this camp too. smelly, noisy and siao jialin! lols. :D ahhhh and i thought i was irritating. ok maybe to some i am, but some said i was just trying to be myself. haha maybe thats the self in me that i wasnt really able to show in other times, not to ppl who find me irritating, not to ppl who dont like the high me. hahaha but im really happy. cux without this high-ness in me, i feel so antisocial. i feel so quiet. and i don like that me. (: heees
anyway i wanna thank everyone who made this camp possible. made this camp so super enjoyable for me and of cux i got to know ppl so much better through this camp. haha :D i don like to feel superior. i don like to feel like as if im better when im not. i just wanna be the same. heees i like the feeling i get during this camp. everyone seems equal. exco, non exco, juniors. haha i really enjoy this feeling. though im really super tired. lols. its tiring to be super hyper too! hahaha but i like it. i like everyone! :D
orhs and my slippers broke when we were going back to sch from the trek. ahhh -.- it broke cux someone stepped accidentally on my slippers and i pulled! and PIAK! hahaha cux my slippers is those kinda very spongy and nice kind. but maybe not very durable -.- hmmms then i ran back to the empress mkt there barefooted to try find slippers. lol in the end got this comfortable BUT SUPER HEAVY slippers. -.- then sh and i ran all the way to catch up with the rest. lol. i think i almost died running with that super heavy slippers! omg. lol. shihui ahh, super qiang. hahaha. anyway thanks for accompanying me to buy and run and everything without any complaints though u don even need to do it right? lols =P thx thx and thanks everyone who waited for me. heee very nice of u all! thx!!! :D
the camp's fun! prob the most enjoyable time in pa this year for me. (: its been the feeling i wanted to have. i longed for. hahaha and i totally love it.
JIALIN JIAYOU! :D
thanks ppl for making me feel happy again. making me feel the belonging once again. haha i really enjoyed myself. really! though i may not have planned much. prob a minimal, but im still glad that there are ppl who understand. ppl who don blame me (:
thank you once again!
haha i love them! :D there are some ppl though who are not in this pic who made the camp a success! (:
anyway i think i have found back my confidence. myself. im gonna do even better. im sure.
It is not enough to do your best; you must know what to do, and THEN do your best.
W. Edwards Deming
i shall learn :)
I haven't failed, I've found 10,000 ways that don't work.
Thomas Edison (1847-1931)
i wont give up.