Wednesday, April 11, 2007
happy birthday yihong :D
i thought i was beginning to feel happy again. then this had to happen. arghs. i don like this feeling. i totally hate it. don like to see them losing. though im not playing... but somehow my heart just sank. and it had to sink twice within such a short period of time -.- arghs... i don know what to say also. haiz. jus don like this feeling now ): table tennis is supposed to be such a nice and enojyable sports. but somehow competition brings joy, brings anger, unhappiness in. and the ugly side of human nature. =/
i tried to let myself be happy and i did it. i realised i needed ppl around me to be happy so that i can share their joy. hahas or doing something that i like such as playing bball! or playing table tennis! :D hehe like ytd. super happy la! gp was super fun! with the debates (: trained after sch with tt girls. i love the feeling. a training that was enjoyable and fun! without stress... hahaha. then after that played bbal with kwanling. haha and i managed to complete abc =D lols! super happy can... and played match for awhile. after which, we went to eat at kap. hahaha... hmmms ytd was super enjoyable! :DD
ahhh initially i had alot to say. but don know why suddenly i don know what i want to say anymore. shrugs... its time to let go...